I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am
Theo? You here?
-pops up from the deck of one of the sailboats- Yeah over here
- Lily: I have something to give you and tell you
- Theo: It's my night on the docks, but...I would't mind company.
-kisses him back despite knowing how wrong it is, but not being able to control her heart, pulls away for a brief second, her forehead against his- Theo…I want you so badly, but I can’t do this to Jamie…
-pulls away completely, eyes betraying his hurt- Fine, just go.
Theo…I know you won’t believe it when i tell you this, but I love you…I might be with Jamie right now but what I have for him isn’t what we had…nothing will compare to that. I’m sorry for lying but it felt good to say that I wasn’t with anyone at that moment, because I got to be with you then, you would’ve walked away as soon as I said I was in a relationship and I couldn’t bare that thought of watching you go. I’m sorry I broke your trust, I’m sorry for messing stuff up, I’m sorry for fucking us up again. -lily looked at Theo, and took a deep breath- Bye Theo -she whispered and walked away-
-watches her walk away, fighting his mind against his heart- Lily wait-
when I saw you…I sort of just forgot about everything Theo…I forgot about Jamie because that’s what you do to me…you have a hold over me which I still haven’t been able to get rid of, and I don’t deserve Jamie because all he’s ever done is be good to me, but I couldn’t stop myself from saying I was single because I just wanted to see you everyday of this week and I knew if I told you I was with someone then I wouldn’t ever see you again…I sound horrible and stupid and crazy I know and I’m sorry I hurt you…again.
-shakes his head, forcing himself to not look at her, knowing if he did his resolve would fade and he’d take her in his arms and forgive her instantly- You lied to me so you could give me a week of happiness that was only a facade. I can’t- I don’t know what to believe Lily. I always trusted you…
I…I just didn’t know what to say when I saw you and I sort of blurrted it out…I just, I don’t know…I’m sorry Theo…I didn’t want to lie to you
-shakes his head- You didn’t want to lie to me? That’s a load of crap. -runs a hand through his hair- I don’t know how I could have been so stupid. Thinking that we…
Look, I can explain things to you.
Explain things? You mean explain why you lied to me?
- Lily : oh...I'll come to get it at some point, thanks.
- Theo: Yeah, or you could just send your "I don't have a boyfriend" boyfriend
