Theo? You here?
-pops up from the deck of one of the sailboats- Yeah over here
-kisses him back despite knowing how wrong it is, but not being able to control her heart, pulls away for a brief second, her forehead against his- Theo…I want you so badly, but I can’t do this to Jamie…
-pulls away completely, eyes betraying his hurt- Fine, just go.
Theo…I know you won’t believe it when i tell you this, but I love you…I might be with Jamie right now but what I have for him isn’t what we had…nothing will compare to that. I’m sorry for lying but it felt good to say that I wasn’t with anyone at that moment, because I got to be with you then, you would’ve walked away as soon as I said I was in a relationship and I couldn’t bare that thought of watching you go. I’m sorry I broke your trust, I’m sorry for messing stuff up, I’m sorry for fucking us up again. -lily looked at Theo, and took a deep breath- Bye Theo -she whispered and walked away-
-watches her walk away, fighting his mind against his heart- Lily wait-
when I saw you…I sort of just forgot about everything Theo…I forgot about Jamie because that’s what you do to me…you have a hold over me which I still haven’t been able to get rid of, and I don’t deserve Jamie because all he’s ever done is be good to me, but I couldn’t stop myself from saying I was single because I just wanted to see you everyday of this week and I knew if I told you I was with someone then I wouldn’t ever see you again…I sound horrible and stupid and crazy I know and I’m sorry I hurt you…again.
-shakes his head, forcing himself to not look at her, knowing if he did his resolve would fade and he’d take her in his arms and forgive her instantly- You lied to me so you could give me a week of happiness that was only a facade. I can’t- I don’t know what to believe Lily. I always trusted you…
I…I just didn’t know what to say when I saw you and I sort of blurrted it out…I just, I don’t know…I’m sorry Theo…I didn’t want to lie to you
-shakes his head- You didn’t want to lie to me? That’s a load of crap. -runs a hand through his hair- I don’t know how I could have been so stupid. Thinking that we…
Look, I can explain things to you.
Explain things? You mean explain why you lied to me?